Why do I feel so guilty for not having sex with this guy anymore? I don't owe him anything, I never climaxed w/ him, and he doesn't do anything for me or give me anything at all. I don't owe him anything but I still feel bad bc he's "nice." Ugh.
Used my last attempt it was the same questions as the first attempt so I was a bit more prepared. I definitely mess up in some parts but its better than the other attempts because I sound waaaaayyyyyyyy more upbeat and friendly. I sounded miserable in the other two.
I recorded the second video, it went a lot smoother than the first and my answers were ok so imma just leave it in God's hands lol. The questions were way easier this time and i still sounded like a nervous blubbering fool, but im not gonna take a chance and record again lol.
just did the video recorded interview for this program and I did not do good and I don't think I can redo it ugh I just want to get accepted so I can fucking move (and start a new career or whatever but mainly just move man).